Part I

So malik and i started our very exclusive book club! so far we have several books we have already both read and its all very exciting!!

right now im reading MAX

which is in the Maximum Ride series!!

There are several main characters that all happen to have avian DNA grafted onto their human DNA in order to give them wings and several other awesome power type thingies.

Max: protaginist, super fast flier, flock leader

Fang: most BADASS side-kick ever, in love w/Max(oh max is a girl AND she is in love w/Fang), ability to blend in w/ and surroundings

Iggy: blind, has the ability to feel colors, pyrotechnics genius

Gasman: Iggy's right hang man, pyro genius as well, ability to imitate w/100% accuracy any sound, Angel's brother

Nudge: talker, can hack any computer, and draws metalic objects to her, super girly, actually pretty normal

Angel: FREAK, mind reader, mind manipulator, 6 years old, communicates w/ fish, can breathe under water

Erasers: flock hunters

In any case I would have to say Fang, and nudge are my favorites.

See fang has tons of power and could really override max at anytime, but he supports her instead.He is also dark and mysterious, but dependable at the same time. He is patient with the rest of the flock even when you know he is thinking about strangling them.

Nudge is just so normal, yet at the same time she is compassionate, and wants a family and acceptance so badly which is in the heart of every person. plus she is totally bad ass for such a kid.

when you take a look at the flock altogether it represents the chalanges of adolescence.

Max is the leader, maternal or paternal part of us that wants to protect others. she also has no idea what she wants and is constantly conflicted.

fang is the strong silent part of us that supports our friends and is willing to take risks if it means protecting them.

Iggy represents the part of us that is missing something. He is missing his sight yet his family of friends surrounds him to fill in where he is lacking.

Gasman represents the part of us that wants to mimik others and fit in, but he also represents the completion of Iggy, and the part of us that is willing to fill in the space in others where they are gaping.

Nudge is the compelling part of us that draws others in, and yearns for love above all else.

Angel represents the dangerously powerful part of us. The part that can manipulate others, and has emmense power and danger.

so essentially James Patterson is a genius and I love him dearly

stupid...

why do i do these things?

please please tell me..

oh goodness goodness goodness

but im learning.

i will make better choices i promise :)

Sooooo

I need to focus on trusting God more.

All my other ways of dealing with life end up in failure, as of course they would.

"I know who I want to take me home"

I really dont.

I'm off guys for the summer, but they are soo tempting!

they make life more interesting!

But this summer isn't about guys, it's about being young having a job and fun.

This summer is about becoming a better person.

It's about becoming more me-ier.

I dont want to loose my much-ness, and this summer is about keeping it.

This summer is about beaches, lightening bugs, graduation, college, and adbstenance(not that im not always abstinent.)

So in a nutshell I want this to be an epic summer wherein i figure out where I am, and where I'm going, and just basically have a witchin' time.

so that leaves no time and/or space for men.

None what-so-ever.

So what if they have adorable smiles, and snuggly hugs.

it doesn't matter I have no time for them.

Unimportant

So I've decided that I've stopped blogging because I have nothing all that important to say, but thats what blogs are about right? the unimportant little things that make life interesting right?

So here is all the unimportant info about my recent life:

in the past three month I have

~gottten 1 really bad sunburn(and subsequent farmer's tan)

~gone through 2 prom dates/boyfriends

~broken 3 hearts

~won 4(ish) ( one of them really didnt count cause it was just recognitin for blah blah nvrmind) awards (i am an honor grad after all yay!)

~cried my very first tears over a movie(my sister's keeper)

~lost 15 pounds

~gotten no jobs

~figured out what college I'm going to

~decided to cut my hair

and learned a lot about life, love, and slushies

life is good.

love will happen.

its not going anywhere.

there is just as much love in this world today as there was yesterday dont worry.

i feel like most of us live our lives in anticipation of great love.

love is great, and awesome but what are we waiting for?

i know that our society has surpassed looking down on single, but have singles stopped doing it?

i dont think so

Drama detector

Apparently I don't have one till it's too late ;)