stupid...

why do i do these things?

please please tell me..

oh goodness goodness goodness

but im learning.

i will make better choices i promise :)

Sooooo

I need to focus on trusting God more.

All my other ways of dealing with life end up in failure, as of course they would.

"I know who I want to take me home"

I really dont.

I'm off guys for the summer, but they are soo tempting!

they make life more interesting!

But this summer isn't about guys, it's about being young having a job and fun.

This summer is about becoming a better person.

It's about becoming more me-ier.

I dont want to loose my much-ness, and this summer is about keeping it.

This summer is about beaches, lightening bugs, graduation, college, and adbstenance(not that im not always abstinent.)

So in a nutshell I want this to be an epic summer wherein i figure out where I am, and where I'm going, and just basically have a witchin' time.

so that leaves no time and/or space for men.

None what-so-ever.

So what if they have adorable smiles, and snuggly hugs.

it doesn't matter I have no time for them.