it's not that you're not beautiful, you're just not beautiful to me

gotta love quotes

rubbish

"You don't love someone because they're perfect, you love them in spite of the fact that they're not."
— Jodi Picoult
Sometimes other people say what you feel and you can't find the words to say.
they just have their ish together like that.
Gosh one day I hope I have it together enough to be quoted.
for now i know a few things
God is good
the morning will always come
love is like matter, and can't be created nor destroyed
these things make me happy.
Like legitimately happy.

B-

Today God saved my life.. through a B-.
In english that's what I got.
I'm really super happy about it though because I was scared of an F.
Like really scared!
I feel like if I passed that class I can handle this whole college thing.
If He got me through Abdoo's honors class then He is going to find a way to get me through the rest.
If I'm meant to go to med-school, then He's gunna find a way for me to pass the MCAT, and pay for that too, even if I gotta donate some eggs.
I have one more final and honestly, I should have studied, but it's chem and I really
don't know how to study for that. So God help me get through that too!
ALSO I'm about to go out with my really sweet boyfriend, I've been having the scary scary feelings but this time I'm not running, I'm doing my best to be a grown up and not do the whole scary scary thing.
soo yeahh God has been good to me!

this cloudyness is heartbreaking today for some reason.
I'm listening to T. Swift, and skipping english,and just generally really wanting to go back home!
This is a hard week to be here for some reason.
Probably because I just totally bombed my bio test.
This day started pretty suckily.
Bio, english(which Im skipping), chem hw due, stat, hour break, lab till 4, gym with Mary, dinner, research paper.
SUCK.
I just want a big hug, and I got one but now I want another one.
I'm needy
the end

weak

I'm weak and flawed.
Tired, exhausted, worn in, worn out, upside down inside out.
I'm me, and I'm loved.
I'll still be as loved tomorrow as I am today, thank You God.
This is it, this is me, I'm no genius, and I'll never be.
I love, and am loved, not by men, not by women, but by my God.
Sometimes by men, every once in a while by women,but always by Him.
I'm so blessed, I have family, friends, and a roof over my head.
I am getting an education, and pretty cheaply.
I love my life, thank God.
The end

bitches

get stitches. end of story.