Monday, November 15, 2010

this cloudyness is heartbreaking today for some reason.
I'm listening to T. Swift, and skipping english,and just generally really wanting to go back home!
This is a hard week to be here for some reason.
Probably because I just totally bombed my bio test.
This day started pretty suckily.
Bio, english(which Im skipping), chem hw due, stat, hour break, lab till 4, gym with Mary, dinner, research paper.
SUCK.
I just want a big hug, and I got one but now I want another one.
I'm needy
the end

Saturday, November 13, 2010

weak

I'm weak and flawed.
Tired, exhausted, worn in, worn out, upside down inside out.
I'm me, and I'm loved.
I'll still be as loved tomorrow as I am today, thank You God.
This is it, this is me, I'm no genius, and I'll never be.
I love, and am loved, not by men, not by women, but by my God.
Sometimes by men, every once in a while by women,but always by Him.
I'm so blessed, I have family, friends, and a roof over my head.
I am getting an education, and pretty cheaply.
I love my life, thank God.
The end

Thursday, November 4, 2010

bitches

get stitches. end of story.